About Me

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Im an easy-going person, I love to smile but i'm not crazy... I love my beautiful children, without them.... I am nothing.. I will do everything just for them, they are my life..... I'm , frank, tactless, pessimistic,sage(very)hehe, horrible, inside and out,annoying(sometimes), sweet(hmm always), easy to get long with....I'm a conversationalist .. i love talking.... i can talk for hours... My hobbies are sleeping,reading novels and eating... Beauty is having a good personality,I love telling others that I'm beautiful(inside) hahahaha (physically)never mind hahaha...friendly to everyone but once harmed...tsk..tsk... too bad coz I could be your worst nightmare.I always fight for what is right...You don't have to like me. I am what I am.... so deal with that.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Nightmare...........

    Now I know why University of Baguio do not allow black guys to enroll they have fact basis and I feel bad coz I had a nightmare with a black guy...I know that everyone has it's own personality/individuality.  I don't have the right to judge all the black guys but just like UB I have my own reason.I trust and respect you as well but what have I got?What were you thinking that time? It should be you who have to apologize to what you did to me not my other black guy friends,they were the one who feel shameful.You know who you are.Your in my country and how come you did that to me? 
I was so naive to trust you,I thought your a person I could call a friend,I could share my laughter,failure and probably even blessings but I was so fool .I just thought your a kind person but your not.I accepted  you with open arms even you don't look good I still give you the trust and respect that anyone could have but it was my big mistake..I know that it's not good to judge a person base on their physical appearance I'm not saying that i'm beautiful coz I know I'm not. Your face is as ugly as your personality...a devil...you scared me to death that I could even say that this day is a nightmare.All I wanted is to have a friend...what have I done to you to do that idiot act?

Thursday, October 21, 2010

crazy in love...........

    I never thought for almost 4 years i'll fall in love again.Though I've known you for a short period of time but in my heart I know your the one that I'm waiting for but I was wrong...how can I say that when it's only me who's loving you?crazy...yes,i'm crazy loving a person who can't even appreciate my effort,I shouldn't let myself love and be attached to you coz now I'm having a hard time letting go on this damn feeling...
   I was devastated... I don't know what to do,it's just like something in me is missing since you left.I don't know how or what will I do just to forget you but I had to move on and start picking  the broken pieces of my heart..